i missed smallville today. normally, i wouldn't bat an eyelash, but today it felt a bit odd. why, is it because it's the finale? is it becasue i have no idea of what is going on with lex and some tropical island?

no and no. i just read ticca's diary and it slapped me in the face. of course. how could i have been so oblivious? who else could cause me such pain?

aqualung was on smallville. in the scene with chloe and lana. actually, if i want to listen to matt hales' voice, i might as well choose from the 4 albums i have in my iPod.

why would i want to put myself through the acting of kristin kreuk? i used to think that she was the most beautiful person in the world and now i can't stand lana at all. kristin kreuk being kristin kreuk is fine, but lana lang aggravates me beyond all rational reasoning. i hate her. i've begun to dislike this top i got from topshop (cream, v-neck, ties on the left hip) because it's too lana. and it's a nice top. and it cost, like, money.

so it's a good thing, really, that i didn't see it. but now i really don't know what's happening on smallville. i'll have to catch up when i get to houston.

speaking of which. it is now official. the tickets have been purchased and i am leaving on the 29th. that's very soon. better start a countdown, give it a sense of occasion.

(no capitals. how liberating. bet i have lots of typos.)

<< on one hand you have aqualung, but on the other, lana. it'd have to be a compromise. >>

th since 5th october 2001