i never sleep before 1 am. the moment i wake up, i am hit by intense lethargy. i'm tired whatever time of day. i don't start working until 10 pm. there is no sense of accomplishment upon completion as it is always a half-hearted attempt. i am unhappy. and panicky. i'm doing worse and worse at school. (pre-cal test: 81%) i'm stuck in a canister, and it's rolling down a hill like a Jackass stunt. less painful but unending.

how do i get unstuck?

(497 words - pathetic, unorganised attempt. even if it is French.)

i need a good cry and some Still Life. but i fear i may be too tired.

<< take me home. >>

th since 5th october 2001