hello.

i've been staring at screens all day. especially this one. this late afternoon/early evening i was playing a hentai game to which ticca introduced me. it was addictive at first, but it quickly became pointless. and it was horribly chauvinistic. why are women always portrayed as submissive whores?

i've been very sensitive to sexual inequality and gender roles lately. i blame the mixed schooling. all was fine when i was surrounded by Independent Women.

anyway, i saw this game on b3ta and am very distressed because i cannot complete level 25. how can i get up to the masters level? i've been so pre-occupied with it that i still have not showered. and i refuse to go bed unclean.

i can't even kneel still here. i am now irrationally irritable due to fatigue. i'll fuck off now.

it's one and i can hear birds chirping. i must be delirious.

<< i repeat, this is a crap friday. >>

th since 5th october 2001