27.07.2003 ~ 5:41 pm
had lunch with ticca and mads at the restaurant which will always be our restaurant. i.e. last time we went together in the end of term (before easter?) with miri and chess.
then we sat at my morning coach stop and took photos for half an hour before i had to go. we're all useless at good byes so i told the story about how i say "i'll see you soon" to people i won't see soon cos i read it in a lexana fic. "do you want me to say that?" asked mads.
so i saw them walk away. i screamed "bye!" but they didn't turn around. once again, i as overwhelmed with the urge to shout, "FUCK!!!!!!!!!!" a la drew barrymore in Donnie Darko (ticca doesn't remember), but i didn't. it needs to be an impulse-of-the-moment thing but it's been brewing in me for too long, so if i did shout, "FUCK!!!!!!!!!!" it'd sound calculated.
you might just see those photos cos i'm thinking of putting them on disk and sending them here. so be patient.
also took some photos of my "i'm with stupid fcuk" t-shirt ro put on my xanga. i like it. i also like reflective surfaces.
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