you might have noticed that i haven't been updating as much lately. this is because I've been having a life. and trying to read the harry potter book while having this life, which is the reason why i still haven't finished it yet.

take saturday: i never went to sleep on friday (surfing and reading) so at 9 am saturday morning, i went to bed. then got up at 5 pm, took a shower and went to harvester for some party thing. then that night i couldn't sleep so i went and took some a lot of photos of sunrise and dawn etc. so i got up at around 2 or 3.

today my mum woke me up at 3. could have slept till 4, but i had to return a cello. borrowed a french one. gonna try it out, see if it's buyable. its a good cello that's been stripped off it's original varnish, polish whatever. so it's much cheaper. however, it's yellow-y and not so pretty. and it has a sort of a crack near the neck, which is worrying. don't know much about cellos, despite playing for 5 years. need to show it to my cello teacher.

my dad seems to think that i'll give it up in america. yeah right. i endured 5 years of hard work and not-so-hard work to give it up? if i wasn't gonna get anywhere with it i would have dropped it within a month like the piano. stupid bastard.

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th since 5th october 2001