08.04.2002 ~ 7:08 pm
will anyone update? please? ok, ticca, youre excused. being in Lederhosen-land and all. well, i'm gonna. cos i'm a good person.
amy: i've done th evenstar drawing. its a tad short, and dark. whatever, artistic license. but it all done and pretty. when i've scanned it, i'll post it and give you the address so you can copy and save. same with its not-so manly man owner. much easier than mailing it to ya.
had a bloody frightening dream this afternoon. i'm pretty sure cos i woke up 12:40 sth, then went back to sleep and dreamt it for about 2 hours.
i was going to this disney theme park. it basically consisted of the disney castle and its enormous gardens. it all started ok:
there was an Aaliyah memorial room, which didn't have much to do with Aaliyah, but there were buttons with which you culd control what the other visitors did. and it was done like a badly written website; you cant go back but have to trace your steps. AND what made it bloody scary was that i seemed to be in a different place at the same time: i was also in HK having dinner with my dad's family. they were bombing me with questions which pretty much stressed me out, but all i could do was nod and smile.
when i got back to el big castillo, i realised that it was built out of a really dark wood like teak, but slightly lighter. everyone was pretty impressed by it, but it looked as though it was made of lego cos it was too shiny and gave the whole place a sort of ominous feeling, like sauron's evil mordorian fortress places. plus, isnt the disney castle white, with pastel coloured flags?
imtimidating, but not finished yet. we went to the princesses quarters which was surrounded by cages of monkeys, which were pretty cute. then we found a balcony, with a bench so we sat there. twas high up, and i' m scared of heights. however, it did give a nice view of the grounds, which were pretty vast. on the right side there were these gimnormous horses. they were tied to hude structures, built for the purpose. there was an evil, rabid horse, which had sharp teeth and ran around the may-pole-like column he was tied to. the other was kinda pathetic, whimpering, tied to two pillars, like one of those bungee things. it was sitting there, making high pitched wheeeee noises. on my left were two horses, both tied to one gigantic may-pole. they were smaller than the other 2, and chased each other non-stop. first impression was that they were just playful. wrong, they were just as evil as the other evil horse. dripping saliva and all. then the pair of may-pole horses decided to get freed. dont know how, they just did. so they chased each other around and freed the other evil horse. at this point, big evil horse (BEH) told smaller evil horses (SEH) to play with the humans. oh shit. BEH started talking, saying stuff like, "lets start with the people on the balcony, near the chimpanzees." ho shit. realised that BEH and SEH were as tall as the balcony. so i try to get back inside, realising that parents have already gone AWOL. not good. i attempted to run, but in this dreamworld i was pretty slow. they lunged. i rolled into the room just in time.
the roll pretty much blended into awake-land and i rolled onto my left side, heart up throat, beating way too fast for healthiness. then the phone rang, not sure if it was already ringing, that it might have been the cause of my waking. anyway it was my HK aunt on my dad's side. who bombed me with fastidious questions, generally stressing me out.
what have we learnt? i dont like horses, teak, ominous lego/mordor castles, badly written websites and balconies. also that i believe people didnt really care about much about Aaliyah. i'm scared of my dad's family. they stress me out with questions.
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