arent we all blind sometimes?
06.02.2002 ~ 5:12 pm

happy now. i think that running around school gives out happy endorphins. yet i listen to alicia keys. again.

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stupid french teacher suddenly told us that we have an oral on friday and a bigass test (la semaine prochaine!) next week.

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izzy on the coach (mad's wing child and obsesser of lotr and legolas/orlando bloom) told me that elijah wood was in a car crach. scared the hell out of me, but he got out without a scatch even though the car turned over. i remember having a dream in the db days about how db died in this car crash and i was crying and all, but that somehow transformed into a laugh.

elijah wood is never gonna beat db in dreams. i've had this one where i was watching the scooby gang during season 2 and willow decided to go into this cave to investigate. so angels like, "no, i have to protect the damsel" so he goes in. and while he was walking around, this demon walks up silently behind him. angel turns rounf, sees the demon and lets out this shrill squeak.

this other time, i was fighting angelus in the senior hall in my old school in hk. there were many glass shutter/door things on each side of the hall and i was hiding behind one of them. with me was this younger girl. so i take this ziplock bag out, and inside are these long cocktail stick things, the stuff you use when roasting marshmellows. so i'm like "take more than one cos they might not be strong enough on their own." then i go with my sticks and he sees my so i realise that yup, i'm gonna die, so i run up this staircase which suddenly appears in the middle of the hall. while going up, my clothes change to the 18th century stuff darla wears and so do his. so i'm upstairs and he catches up with me and i get scared out of my dream and therfore wake up.

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and i was in such a crap mood last night cos i tried to read that fanfic. that gay fanfic. i thought that it was okay, cos i can just replace "peter" with my name. but no, they keep mntioning the fact that they're gay and that "peter" is older than elijah. then without warning it turns onto GAY PORN. scared the hell out of my. gay, cock-sucking elijah = repulsive nightmare. bloody hell. stupid inexperienced fanfic writer, could have at least given a rating - NC17 (slash! don't read it if you find a gay EW is disgusting).

which leads me onto my next point quite neatly. i prefer the buffy/angel community over the elijah wood web community. at least BTVSers know how to label their fanic. also, elijah wood lovers seem to be a tad lame (or twistedly gay). does that say something about me? go read drallak he's gay and loves james marsters, but he writes one of the best diarys in diaryland. BTVSers even make prettier sites and have better things to say. plus they write MUCH, MUCH better fanfic.

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th since 5th october 2001