friday is the day of joyous happiness. and non-work. had self defence first thing. last lesson was scary; going on about sticking keys into attackers� eyes and pulling out an eyeball if you do it right. this lesson was cool. we did the roundhouse kick. among other things. and i can actually do it. we�re talking buffy. we�re talking faith and connor. so cool. ooh, and connor has a crush on faith. which is just funny. connith. fannor. i�m gonna look for some fic.

then, i had phse, which was boring, cos power point? so windows. and windows is just crappy. my mum got this laptop with windows xp and its just lame. all the screensavers are the same as the ones from �97 and the colours are just gaudy.

so, i beautified it with some jude law wallpapers. i wanted a clex one originally, but i couldn�t find anything good. they were all poor manips with lame lyrics.

now i have one with jude law sitting a shabby sofa in a leather trench coat. he looks all pretty and androgynous. then i�ve got a black and white one of him in a tree, which is slightly ruined by the obvious �jude law� in the middle. then i took the photo he did for vanity fair to promote wilde, which has him lying on a rose petal strewn tiger skin, wearing bosie garb, complete with bonnet type thing. i put the photo in the centre and gave it a burgundy background colour. its very red and scary.

back to school. i�ve decided, that for lent (i know i�m late, who cares), i�ve gonna do something positive and be an assertive, polite person. therefore, i am giving up snarking. for 38 days and 38 nights. however, snarking comes as naturally as talking about buffy for me. i am also a loud person, which, when combined with snark, is not of the good.

however, my anti-snarkageness was pushed to the limits today. there was no one to push in with in the lunch queue today, which sucked because i was already double booked for lunch (more later). then, three third years in front of me began to let in their entire class infront of me. i also noticed that eysha suddenly appeared infront of said third years. i went with her.

then, a third year was all, �you were behind us�

so i said, ��us� being your whole form? yes i was.� oops.

that there was no one at the pasta queue, but when i went to get dessert, there was a huge queue. turns out that its a new policy. dessert before lunch. its so backwards. like eating shit and shitting food. huh. so the woman won�t give me my cake.

�hi. there was no queue at the pasta line, and as you can see, the dessert queue seems to be very long. so if you think about it, really hard, there�s no reason why i shouldn�t get pasta before dessert. now give me that chocolate sponge cake.� i�m going straight to hell.

i should give up taking crap from people for lent. if assertive doesn�t work, aggressive�s fine with me.

about the double booking. i had to see my bio teacher, cos apparently, the final draft of the coursework (which i have completely forgotten about) is in on monday. and we don't know this. this gives 2 sets 30 minutes to consult her. but lets not forget that i have in french oral.

so i run to bio, get drenched in the process, put my name on the board, then run to my oral. as soon as it was over, i run to bio, where the girl before me is talking to my teacher. good timing. except the bell just went. so she tells me that i have to see her tuesday lunchtime. so much for the deadline. she also said that i might not have to do anything if my chemistry and physics are good enough. which is likely.

after school, i went to DT, where i did absolutely nothing. too tired from being assertive/aggressive.

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