went to Clara's house today and it was great. we painted tins. no really, so beautiful. she thinks Matt is too effeminate, ha.

suddenly i realise that i'm flying to London tomorrow midnight, which means that i have no time to pack and buy presents for everyone and i fear that i've forgotten people and there are too many people anyway OHMYGOD. and i wanted to go bag and lingerie shopping!!! at least i have new trousers and hair. ahhhhh.

bit down. not entirely sure why.

i'm the type of idiot who avoids people in supermarkets by going through a different aisle - this place is so people-saturated that i'm about to explode. and everyone is always talking in loud, high pitched voices in this very small flat. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

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th since 5th october 2001