21.05.2004 ~ 2:13 am
i have a feeling that this will be one of those long, fragmented entries. i hope you don't mind.
(i like it when that azazello boy writes.)
today was the seniors' last official day of school. the ones that couldn't exempt all their exams will be testing on Friday, Monday and Tuesday. they have other graduate-y things on Wednesday.
it's sad to see them go. i don't know anyone very well, but i know the feeling of leaving the familiar. around this time last year, i suddenly told everyone (stupidly late) that i was leaving for America.
i burnt Shawna a 49 track RUTH/45s/Aqualung-pretending-to-be-the-Beach-Boys MP3 CD. i was checking it to see if it worked and ended up Whirling in a puddle of self-pity.
everyone was obscenely happy in Physics. they enjoyed laughing at my misfortune (of having to stay in highschool).
it's 1:45 am now, i've just typed up my last ever news articles (yes!). so i'll be quick:
got one of these:
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having that one-track mind, i thought it read, "i've got a spell on you."
like Rolos, i guess.freshmen came round delivering "crush cards" that you redeem for messages and Crushes (as in a drink) at the cafeteria. as a result, i didn't get my daily coke and the rest of the day was very headdesksleep.
notice how it says, Beau "Napoleon" in pencil. no one would admit to being the author, so he valiently signed it, and decided that my hair is indeed very dark brown. it should have been obvious who wrote it, considering what it says, but SB was all denial. ("you can't?" "what?" "you can't?") and i'm crap at telling lies from truth these days. and i'm crap at recognising handwriting too. like how i'm crap at recognising disembodied voices on the telephone. i'm generally crap these days.
some part of me was hoping that it'd say:
hello Lok, Would you like to be the godmother of our new baby?
<3 Matt
(yes, i sort of knew, hence the cryptic entry the other day. but not the part about Baby Hales being a him and being called Coffee or Coffey or even Kofi (Annan).)
who knew Jimmy had a little brother? i didn't until i struck up a conversation with him at the ASSET test. three hours of crap. all this to do Dual Credit Government(i'll explain if you ask).
streamers and confetti for the lovely parents and child! Everything Changed.
Ben is touring on his own. i am so proud of him. (tonight at the Wiltern - Dido, Aqualung (but without Aqualung) support) and of Matt for flying back, of course.
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