arent we all blind sometimes?
16.10.2003 ~ 5:16 pm

hello.

seems as if i actually am a bit ill despite it being a fascade for some extra time in which to do work.

my hands are cold, my head feels hot and heavy and i was sneezing everywhere. better take more vitamins.

still nowhere near anywhere although i have made (slow) progress. spent all day on the aqualung board. read about the horrible effects of gastric flu (partially digested stuff coming out both ends is the neatest way to describe it, i suppose), but it's not like i've never had it before.

when i was a little child in hk, i had to stay away from dairy for exactly 8 days on the several different occasions. i had to do this for much longer than 8 days, however, as i was (and still am) an absent minded idiot who is partial to cookies. as a result, i ate only toast for a month.

hey, i remember throwing up medicine right after i took it. that was fun. it was like >play ... <

oh my god i can't do this. despair much.

you might wonder why i'm so obsessed with gastric flu all of a sudden. mattt hales likes talking about it. for example on RI:SE this morning. they all got it in Real World studios, it think. so don't go there.

<< i wish i had gastric flu. then i won't have to think about early american literature. which is hurting my head. >>

th since 5th october 2001