18.11.2001 ~ 10:17 pm
BUFFY
Every single night, the same arrangement.
I go out and
fight the fight.
Still I always feel the strange estrangement.
Nothing here
is real, nothing here is right.
A vampire attacks and Buffy fights it while
she sings.
BUFFY
I've been making shows of trading blows,
Just hoping
no one knows
That I've been going through the motions,
Walking through the
part.
Nothing seems to penetrate my heart.
She slams her stake through the
vampire's heart. She turns and sees a horned demon and two vampires nearby.
The vampires charge her and attack.
BUFFY
I was always brave and kind
of righteous.
Now I find I'm wavering.
Crawl out of your grave,
You'll find
this fight just
Doesn't mean a thing.
She punches a vampire. He punches her
back and knocks her to the ground.
VAMPIRE
She ain't got that
swing.
BUFFY
Thanks for noticing.
The vampires and demon surround her,
dancing. Buffy leaps to her feet and grabs a ceremonial sword in the grass
nearby.
VAMPIRES/DEMON
She does pretty well with things from hell,
But
lately we can tell
That she's just going through the motions.
Faking it
somehow.
Buffy decapitates one vampire, kicks another away from her and
stabs the demon in the gut.
DEMON
She's not even half the girl she...
oww!
Buffy strides through the graveyard with the sword, approaches a tree
and cuts the ropes binding a MAN to it, freeing him.
BUFFY
Will I stay
this way forever?
Sleepwalk through my life's endeavor?
MAN
How can I
repay you?
BUFFY
Whatever.
I don't want to be
Going through the
motions,
Losing all my drive.
I can't even see
If this is really me.
And I
just wanna be alive!
The last vampire attacks again and she stakes
him.
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