arent we all blind sometimes?
2001-07-31 ~ 7:21 p.m.

i am so very, very pissed off. and i think that pissed off is a major understatement. is there an expression such as shitted off? or fucked off? the correct phrase is in fact, fucked up. thats right, fucked up. i feel positively fucked up.

i was actually looking forward to practicing my cello today. like, i practice twice a month, and today i actually wanted to. what happened? i spazzed it up cos i dont practice enough. irony. bitter, fucked up, pissed off, spastic irony. argghhhhhhhhhghghghghghg.

listening to u2 now, which is slightly improving the mood. i am typing so hard that i can hear it over the banging musique. see? i'm refining already. good u2, bad cello. guess i'm just lasy. i had this worked out on my way here, but i'm too upset to actually unspaz it. (quoting will and grace now, are we? well, it is kinda inaccurate...)

day started ok enough. woke up to pickup cos from english school, and to have lunch. still kinda asleep when i got out of the house. the asleep part being common sense. towards the end of the road was an old indian granny and her 2 grand children. one of the bikes they had w/ them was stuck. then asked 4 help, and with the help of my uncommon sense, we decided the best way was for them to call the dad so he can return / fix the bike. so many other clever ways, such a fool.

decided to get a big bag (what was i thinking?) well... cheapness at �2.99 (really?) pc compatible cd-rom and cd. did i mention the part in which i have an imac? still havent puckered up the courage to listen to it. i mean, who the hell is bardot? i also think that i was ripped off. i got a really small fries and coke. but that didnt matter, cos the girl was pretty and was called lia, which is what angel calls cordy in some fics. and she had this cool european accent. i also let this mother with 2 kids in front of me cos she remided me of sade.

to ticca: SILVER, SQUARE BANGELS. there are about 5 in one bunch (they bunch them up) they are always placed behind the yucky, square, silver, "diamante" big, sold one-by-one bangles. they are obviously on the little jewelery section, the part facing the clothes. not facing the check outs, sun-glasses, or the shoes. facing the clothes, on the far left, towards the floor but near the middle. specific enough? also, check ur mail.

the big bag cd is really crap.

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th since 5th october 2001